Monday, February 26, 2018

Took forever to stop

I woke and played with my face. I tore the top off the scar again.

Then I got up, clipped my beard off and over and around the face wound, had a shower, dried off then put on ointment and a band-aid,

I have have to keep my beard clipped back until the site is healed so the band-aid can stick better to short facial hair and skin instead of limply hanging on to long beard hair.

I was lost again, just thinking about movies, picking. It took active application of willpower to stop, to get up, to clip off my beard, shower and re-dress the wound. 

OCPD, PTSD, depression and anxiety—they're literally deforming me.

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