Saturday, September 17, 2016

Mad in the dark

I had a series of space outs whilst trying to sleep, space outs that robbed me of sleep because I just got mad during them and that drove away the falling asleep part.

I was up past three.

A anger-can't-sleep series of space outs hasn't happened in a while. I blame the stir up from recent success and success-spawned brooding.

Sometimes I just have to discharge it during the day with spitting oratory at an imagined audience.

But it's part and parcel of the heal and weal. I know this; it's happened before and each time I go through it I get better at going through it. It's the hottest fires that makes the hardest Mikey.


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