Have you ever been so upset that midway through a torrent of tears you start cackling because of just how fucked in the head things are? Especially when twinned with the realisation you have been a complete smegwit about something to the point that you were likely suffering an actual delusion?
Or is that just me?
That fully makes me sound like a nut bar. However it is very cathartic. Crylaughing, not nut bars. Though a nice nutty chocolate is always a happy distraction from life's ills.